8:45AM
Homeroom So far, today’s been depressing. On the bus Craig asked me I was going to the girl’s basketball tournament tomorrow. I said no. I don’t enjoy girls’ games. I really don’t enjoy boys’ games either but I go because Craig’s on the team and he wants me to go. I don’t want to go alone but even if I go with someone, the basketball game will probably be depressing for me. Today is an early closing so Craig won’t have practice. I don’t know if I should ask if I can come over. Tommy says he’s not going (that’s a first). Whatever decisions I make today, they’re almost sure to depress me.
I just got home from school. I decided not to go to the game or see about going to Craig’s house. I’ve got a headache, I probably won’t be able to get a ride and the game really isn’t that important so I don’t think Craig will really be upset if I don’t come. Anyway on the bus, I sat down in my seat but Craig sat in other seat. I began to move but Craig said, “Just sit there.” A few minutes later Eric sat next to Craig. I overheard them talking about Tommy and then the basketball game. I felt very depressed. As Craig left the bus, he said, “See ya, Dave.” Craig never says goodbye. I’m confused. None the less, I’m not going to his house nor the game.